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“Always dream and shoot higher than you know you can do. Do not bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. Try to be better than yourself.” ― William Faulkner I am a woman striving every day to be a better version of the woman I was the day before. Nobody is perfect in life and neither am I. But I do believe in myself in every way and above all have faith in almighty. There is no royal road to anything. One thing at a time, all things in succession.That which grows fast, withers as rapidly.That which grows slowly, endures!! This is on going journey, until you take the last breath..... So thought why not write down the chapters of my own journey....

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Its just the Beginning..


We always hear the voice louder, 
And see the colors brighter, 
Totally unaware of the best, 
That came easy more or less; 
Remain unvoiced and colorless! 

Being beauteous is of no importance, 
Important for one is the greatest chance! 

Let’s try to have a nice look, 
And believe in our nice dream, 
Realize it under your own steam! 

It’s good enough, 
To be strong and tough, 
But it is much better, 
To be loved by the other! 

Reality is what we see, 
Not what we dream of and want to be! 

The life is hard too much, 
But we should be harder and such! 
Yes it’s too much hard!

Don’t ever get disappointed with what you experience in Life,
Believe in this that they were waiting for you to experience..

Don’t ever stick with your thoughts with what you experienced,
Let experience’s be part of your thoughts..and you be matured enough to analyze everything and move on.

Your near ones are always with you then don’t fear of anything..
Remember at early stage you will struggle little but then you will fly high in life ..
And when you will in Sky you will look back to all your hardships and will smile with a thought in a mind.. ‘ Oh v Din c….. kade” :))

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Every women feels the same...be it Us,I,U or Mom...


Something’s hurt something’s just kills you....again it’s just the matter of emotions and feelings...writing down today and now.. i am again here with all my emotions and feelings. Eyes filled with tears and so many questions on my mind....just in to related why we women.... ??!!! Why god has given such a soft heart and yet such a strong one to women with full of life.. power to bear every pain and still smile...:( :'( ... Why us.. why we are born to sacrifice from the very day we are born.. first growing up as child for her own family.. where she does everything for her mom dad..bro ..sis.. and does her best to keep the balance and then she flies away to a new house new family with new hopes and expectations... with new emotions.... and with all her love to keep a balance again..
After getting married to her man-- whom she loves like anything....everyone else is secondarily for her even her family...but is it really like this...............??!! 
She shares everything with him,her tears, emotions ,love, happiness, special moments... and expects in return only love and respect....but its never the same.. she has to bear the hardness of him... yet knowing that he loves her.. she has to accept this that he can never express his love... she is forced to believe and accept this that the way she expects the flow of everything.. it wont be that way...... 
she struggles everyday to make it best out of everything ..and she does and she has done it in every-way taking caring of him,his family.. all emotions and feelings... responsibilities towards children...caring.. everything but has she ever got back the same care..?!. same response...same expression of love from him............. never.. she still cries and still waits for those special moments of caring and loving and those few words....from him......of appreciations. Of love..of praise... knowing the fact that he will never change he is still the same hard-core.. 
The strength of a woman can carry the weight of the world,all the secrets,laughs, pains,happiness,tears .. everything.. and still you will be seeing her smiling always, not uttering a single world... she just want u to smile..In return she needs nothing more than his Love ♥ and respect..... just these two things............sometimes they are received as a gift of god and sometimes she is born to keep on waiting..............Women might get everything she wants..money clothes.. whatever she wants but if she has never got the that amount of love from him she will never be happy and she will never be content.........
Because at the end of the day..or end of her life..........HE IS ABOVE OF EVERYTHING IN HER LIFE...and these words mean a lot for a WOMEN,BELIEVE IT OR NOT EVERY WOMEN KNOWS THIS AND FEEL THIS............!!!!

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Shhh.....shssssh. :)) ...I am sharing something .. :P :) ♥


You don't have to do everything to be happy..:P
you just have to take care of the person who makes you happy...(call them,talk to them,fight with them..fer ki hoya..., msg them,love them in every moment,kiss them,miss them, show them, express them..kug taan karo. this is what we all want... :))
keep the love alive despite the distance..!!!! Kade ehsaas naa hove k oh bahut dooooooooooooor ne!!!!
keep the freshness alive or maintain that freshness of love everyday in your relationship....(Hae...rabba)
Sometimes things work sometimes not but bringing a stability is always the toughest job..in everything.. I  try a lot to explain my feelings but i am always short of words...or may be sometimes it is that time which is not in my favor..may be situation is not supporting me... whatever but the end result turns out to be something which is hard to digest..Its good to accept the things which you cant change but at the same time its even better to forget them forever..both are the toughest but not impossible I guess...For some people small little little things are a way to happiness or may be they give lot and lots of importance to it and for some they are just nothing because it never get noticed... in their daily life..
Two people who love each other like anything .. wants to do everything to make each other happy.. but doing that so they always forget the charm and essence..of that love... Understanding in every relation is the most important thing and the only one thing which keeps the relationship alive..but the relationship .. essence is  like.......hurrur.. hawa ch...:P.. Har gal samjhdi aa. samjhaidi v aa.. par fer v kug na kug hunda aa..and they all act as Spices...huh.. bahut thikkiaan hundiaan eh mirchaan..vaddu lagdiaan.. us vele te sirf pyaar he honey wang act kar sakda aa... :P:) ... te shayad kug mithe jehe pal... Asi te hass v lai da aa kalle apne zindgi de kug change pal yaad kar te kalle ro v layi da...aa.. spices nu enjoy karde hoyaaan.... (shshshs its to spicy, bahut mirchi aa hanu....)
Fer mann nu samjhaa layi da aa chalo theek aa g.. its OK!! kynki shayad kai vaar kisi gal nu samjhauna bahut galt hunda aa fer kug gallan waqt te chad deniaan chaihdiyaan ne te apne aap nu v chad dena chaidaa... 
just leave yourself free from everything from all tension.. don't bother dont care about anything.... jo ho reha aa hun do.... kynki GALT ASI V NAI HAAN GALT OH V NAI NE... Fark sirf feelings da te emotions da aa!!!Asi thode jehe zyaada he sensitive haan......hmmmm... :P Hope i was able to express something.... but i am happy now because I was able to write something........ :)) I dont wana expect anything from anyone for now for sure... 
I caught myself right now smiling on the things which disturebed alot.... because aakhir jinaa nal hoiyaan ne oh AAPNE HE NE... JINAA NU ASI BAHUT PYAAR KARDE HAAN::.. eh sab hunda rehnda aa..bas eko he tammana aa meriaan feelings te tadiaaan v.....................................................................
IF YOU CANT FIND THE RIGHT WORDS TO CERTAIN SITUATIONS; JUST GIVE A SMILE....WORDS MAY CONFUSE BUT A SMILE ALWAYS CONVINCES :)))) 

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Sunday, June 19, 2011

As we Travel through Life


As we travel through life
there are always those times
when decisions just have to be made
when the choices are hard,
and solutions seem scarce
and the rain seems
to soak your parade!
(Like now its raining outside°°° & ,inside your heart with full of emotions and feelings)
There are some situations
where all we can do
is to simply let go and move on
gather courage together
and choose a direction
that carries you toward a new dawn.
(Letting go is the only option but the toughest one to do!!!)
 Pack up troubles
and take a step forward
the process of change can be tough
but thinking about all the excitement ahead
if we can be strong enough!
Perhaps we’ll find friendships
that spring from new interests
as we challenge our status quo
and learn there are so many
options in life,
and so many ways we can feel or experience!

Perhaps we’ll find warmth
and affection and caring,
a “somebody special” who’s there
to help us stay centered
and listen with interest
to stories and feelings we share
feel our pain,calmly listen to our stupid talks .
Perhaps we’ll find comfort
in knowing our friends are
supportive of all that we do
and believe that whatever
decisions we make,
they’ll be the right choices for us!
So keep putting one foot
in front of the other
and taking our life day by day.
There’s a brighter tomorrow
that’s just down the road.
Don’t look back,
we’re(you're) not going that way!

Sunday, June 5, 2011

What's on My Mind?? Its only YOU


As I sit alone I remember those beautiful moments we spent together,
All the memories are on my mind,
I miss the way you see me with sexy smile on your face,
I miss the soft touch of your hand,
I miss spending hours with you doing nothing yet loving it,
I miss the calls and messages from you,
I miss the gentle kiss on my forehead explaining everything,
I m waiting till we can meet again,
Because I believe our love is forever and
Neither time nor distance can take away you from me!!!
Its been really long we have seen each other
But still I wait for the time to come soon...
Its hard for us I know...:(
But what makes me Drive and to move on with it ..is only YOU & Our LOVE
OUR RELATIONSHIP....nothing Else...
Seeing each other together in the coming time,is what makes me happy
and drives me to pay anything in the present...
A 100 words would not be enough and thousands roses would be too less
To express how special you are to me…
From the bottom of my heart ,
I am so glad I found you..SB

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

On a quiet night when I'm alone,I wish you are with me Tonight..S♥S

On a quiet night when I'm alone,
I think of you until break of dawn
I miss your face, I miss your Fishy smile

I miss the way you look at me 
I miss your warm hug..
I haven't seen it in a while

I close my eyes so I can see
The memories of you and me
The love and laughs that we have shared

The fights we enjoyed...
And all the times that you have spared 

It makes me feel you are so close to me..

Then a surge of sadness from within
Can't stop the tears from rushing in
I miss the way you hold me tight

I miss the way you use to kiss me
I miss the way you use to hug me
How I wish you are with me tonight

Then I start to feel this pain inside
And no matter what I cannot hide
I always try, but I always fail
Can't help myself, from missing you and loving you
...♥♥