Feels a lot but now I feel there is no one to whom I should share without giving a second thought. Those who are close to me either doesn't have the time to understand or listen because they have their own things to do. I dont feel bad because I know its reality, hun saari umar taan nai koi tade nal har vele reh sakda..
Its better to start dealing with the things on your own rather than expecting or waiting for a shoulder to lean on!!
I am not feeling good right now, something is hurting me a lot and really and I am just trying hard to ignore it so that at least I have peace of mind. Because the one who is hurting me has no idea even if he/she has it wont bothers much.... Even if it bother then that person is not here to even listen to me to what I cant even express.
Sometime I feel roz da draama he aa life ch, Bc emotions and feelings has no values at times, its us who cry because of someone, jide kar k rohne haan uhnu taan pata v nai hunda, te j pata lag v jave te ki hona aa???
Nothing.. Parmatma de rang v ajeeb ne.. after all its human nature..u just cant or pretend to be strong all the time no matter what..
I am so damn fuking frustrated with my emotions and feelings.. and the work I have!!Yes I get angry on small things because when they don't tend to care about it, it hurt me!! So whats wrong on that??
Wrong is that I care about every small thing for my dear ones and I expect the same.. but it happens and sometimes not..leaving me in a situation where I have no answers for anything!!
Its like 2:30 am in the morning I am working on my project,sitting in the Library..and what?? I am tired of things in life which disturbs me like anything.. the more I try to forget them the more they come in my mind and remind me of everything..!!
Why the fuck I just cant be alone from everything and giving an attitude to life and all those people with a thought theek aa karo jo karna aa...!!! why should I be bothered??? It all shit of emotions and feelings..
Right now also whatever i am writing is what,my emotions and feelings...!!!!"§$!!!§"$§"%§!!
huh!!! I have only 2 options always either to split up in front of that person and end up fighting and hearing things about complaints or I keep silent and ignore it.,.., in both cases I am fucked for some stupid reasons of my own feelings !!! and other last option is ignore it ignore it... which is the most fuking tough task for me!!! huh!!
Damn I am so frustrated with all shits happening one after the other, feel like either kill someone or get killed by someone!!!huh!!!!!!!""§"$!§$"!§%"%!"!! I hate it!!!Emotions and feelings just ruins sometimes..!!!
I need peace for my mind°°°°!!!!!
About Me
- Supu Gill
- “Always dream and shoot higher than you know you can do. Do not bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. Try to be better than yourself.” ― William Faulkner I am a woman striving every day to be a better version of the woman I was the day before. Nobody is perfect in life and neither am I. But I do believe in myself in every way and above all have faith in almighty. There is no royal road to anything. One thing at a time, all things in succession.That which grows fast, withers as rapidly.That which grows slowly, endures!! This is on going journey, until you take the last breath..... So thought why not write down the chapters of my own journey....
