It's Just Another Day

For some it's just another day to live....something different is my headline because no matter how hard I try I keep getting the same thing and only the same...nothing different thought it hurts a lot but i wont let it out. I'm not gonna let myself be anything else but different. Today is just a day I sit and stare out the window int o the gloomy grey skies....No sun in sight just a cloudy rainy day. With thoughts all over my mind..heart and eyes filled with tears. Looking at the rainy dark night with a hope and saying to myself its just a another day hny.Everyday has its own meaning, some days are special and some are not. I believed earlier.. some days r special but now i say to myself again and again "its just another day" to console myself from the pain i get from everyday from those special days. I wonder why i keep talking to myself whole day all alone..fighting ..crying..smiling..thinking all alone within my heart. All in all its just another day and it shall pass soon and sun will be on my side, where i can look up at the sky and say "i ll be all right and its just another day S"..