I Don't know what is it, but.. I need U..

Started my day with something I never hoped for...early in the morning.................

hoped the day will go well....but and still hoping something will happen good....In the morning thoughts were lost with full of emotions and feelings.....for some reason.......and now I am again so deeply touched with feelings for some reasons... and I keep on asking WHY!!

I have lot to express.. but I dun know what and how and why!!!Because at present I feel I am stuck somewhere in middle of something.....!!My tears,my inner thing,my heart and my mind says what I dont know..!!Are they saying the same thing or its different aspects..Getting fired with question on my mind and situations..!!!

Trying hard to relax myself and be out of it, the more hard I try the more deeply I get involved and I am not liking it..!!! If my near one's ask tell something, then I don't know what should I say first and what not and from where to start....!!! :'(!! 

I need you to listen me..

I need you to wipe off my tears..

I need you to help me and be out of this..

I need you to understand my silence and pain..

I need you to hug me..

I need you to understand that I am not Ok.no matter how and what I pretend..

I need you to force me hard to speak up..

I need you not to just say and go away but be with me.no matter what..

I need you to feel what I am feeling..

I need you to understand my thoughts,heart,mind and answer them..

I need you to make me cry hugging you....

I need you to cover from everything whatever is hitting me hard..

I need you to see me everyday even If I dont come..

I need you to understand for what I am waiting..and expecting..

I need you to hold my hand...

I need you to kiss me softly and warm me with love..

I just need YOU to be With ME no matter how hard I try to go away from everything..