Whenever I try to change my mind with certain things...or just make up my mind to get on with the decision..something happens in my life which act as a big influence tool to the decision..
Either of the two things happen one.. which I always wished for.. and other which I never wished for..
And I am again lost :( Things sometimes happen so late.......especially when you had left it or was not in mood with it....for you its was fine but for others it was...................... :(
Because I know if things wouldn't have happened, and me moving with my decision.. would have been acceptable but now if I stick to what I want.. then it will be hard to digest for everyone!!
Sometimes I don't know am I expressing what I want to say or want others to understand or it is something else..I don't want to hurt my dear ones.. its just I want them to sometimes understand me..and be with me then and there only.......They do.. every time.. they love me.. care for me... no complaints.. on it..
But some times its just not the right situation .. to go on with the things...
for now I am silent..and don't want to speak on anything.. for a while just wanna be with myself and my feelings.. and then let them disappear in the air....I don't feel like going more with it...
Always smile when you don't want to answer.or actually don't have any answer to anything... or say " hmmmmm"
Either of the two things happen one.. which I always wished for.. and other which I never wished for..
And I am again lost :( Things sometimes happen so late.......especially when you had left it or was not in mood with it....for you its was fine but for others it was...................... :(
Because I know if things wouldn't have happened, and me moving with my decision.. would have been acceptable but now if I stick to what I want.. then it will be hard to digest for everyone!!
Sometimes I don't know am I expressing what I want to say or want others to understand or it is something else..I don't want to hurt my dear ones.. its just I want them to sometimes understand me..and be with me then and there only.......They do.. every time.. they love me.. care for me... no complaints.. on it..
But some times its just not the right situation .. to go on with the things...
for now I am silent..and don't want to speak on anything.. for a while just wanna be with myself and my feelings.. and then let them disappear in the air....I don't feel like going more with it...
Always smile when you don't want to answer.or actually don't have any answer to anything... or say " hmmmmm"
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