You will reside in my heart forever. Miss you a lot :'((

He who has gone so we all cherish the memories, abides with us, more potent, nay, more present than living, now residing in my heart forever....the best man in the life of every granddaughter ..mine left me to go to an all new world...world without suffering without pain..world of angels...just so you know daddy...for me, you are my father..who raised me with so much love and care. You are the one who taught me how to fight with the world with all respect and dignity, kindness, patience and much more important lessons of life. I still remember my childhood days how you use to wake me up and get dressed and drop me to school...all night and days you stay awake to make sure I work hard. I remember every single moment I spent with you and those days when you encouraged me in everything I wished to do.you had always been there for me in every way.I use to share every single thing with you and I will carry on with it :) I am blessed to have you as my loving grandfather who loved me like infinity. Love you so much nana g ..or I should say everyone's daddy :))you will reside in my heart forever... Short of words to express how much I love you and miss you...! :) if tears could build a stairway and memories a lane I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you back home again. You will be remembered for every breath I breathe...love you forever and ever daddy... :')Peace out-Supu

YOU, YES IT'S ABOUT YOU.......

You. Yes, its you. I am writing this for you only..

I know you are really busy, but still you must be giving a quick glimpse of this latest blog post. And here I see you blushing sweetly cutely, Yes its after all about You only..

I am more than 100 per cent sure, by now you have a big smile on your face..red cheeks..with little bit of curiosity… you are smiling sweetheart J I love the way when u smile and when I am the reason for your smile J

And I want you to know I am writing this for you. No one else will understand this post, except you. You are the one who can feel it deeply with all the emotions and love I am showing to you today. No one else know. They think that it for some special person, but they don’t know its for You and not for anybody else. I am writing this for you.

I want you to know, what you mean to me. I know we are far away yet so close to each other. Life is hard…its really hard. Every day, every second of my life seems to be a challenge when I don’t see you. I want you to know, that having you besides me gives me a lot of strength. It feels different to get up every day out of the bed with a fake smile for the whole world, but its you who brings smile the real smile when I talk to you when I see you. Hope is which wakes me up every day with a thought of being with you today, but it shatters as day ends. But I want you to know, it is our love which keeps me going some days. You need to remember, even though the tough times, you are amazing. You really are. No matter how mad I get on you, but at the end of the day all I need is you. I want you to hug me,kiss me..calm me down no matter how bad i am with you, just don't leave and go. You still there reading this..??Because it’s for you, I want you to know how much I love you. I will always be short of words to express, but people say never be too late to express what you feel.

You should be happy. You are so smart, sexy and handsome. You are just amazing, and now you have more blushing face. Its true, indeed you are. I am blessed to have you.

I know that days are not perfect, weather might not be perfect too. You might be feeling hot..or its about to rain…or its too windy…But you know what, at least we both at different places with different weather.. we can feel the same essence of it so deeply…The chill…the wind..the rain… You know what I mean. Today feel the weather for me once again with just my thoughts and i am sure you ll enjoy it..!

Heaven May Be Hidden In The Clouds... But I See It Every Day, Just By Being With You..♥

Everything will be okay, I am sure. I was crazy today because it’s YOU who is all over n my mind :) SB

Peace out- SG

Deepest Desire

As the sun rises in the East
So the breaking dawn of my love begins
As the sun sets in the West
I am overwhelmed with a burning desire
A desire locked down deep inside
One that cannot be concealed anymore

I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst
I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime

At the end of it all you are my deepest desire!

I love you not today nor tomorrow but forever!
Peace Out--

To Make You Feel My Love

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When evening shadows and the stars appear
And there's is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
There's no doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There ain't nothing' that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on a rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothin' like me yet

There ain't nothin' that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love

--Peace Out

"Some are meant to be Some are Not"

Some dreams are just meant to be shared within your thoughts....
some remain fantasies forever while some turns out to be complicated n rest r true,

some songs are meant to be sang inside your heart...
some are sang beautifully while some are more with tears and high notes(la..la..la..),

some words are meant to be expressed through your eyes...
some people can read those eyes while some can feel those words without even looking at eyes,

some feelings should be hidden..
some are shared with open heart with free mind and soul,

some tears aren't meant to be shown...
some should be shared with your closed ones with a tissue paper in ur hands and ever lasting cute expression :(,

some pain isn't meant to be revealed to anyone....
some are meant to be shown only to the one who was the creator,

some questions shouldn't be asked...not now not ever never forever...
some answers are meant to be accepted without any second thought...

some expressions are termed as reactions...
some actions are followed up by emotions..

"Expressing yourself or emotions always ends up paying a high price"--

I cant stop writing "some and some"..list is endless for every person.If i start thinking about all of the things carefully then what am i left with?? Some to be shown or expressed or Some not to be??? I still have this question in my mind but no answers, actually it confuses me at the end of the day with only i thought-- "I believe when emotions are expressed they do not have or hold any boundaries,rules,limits,fears,issues..or anything as per the situation which might either end the things or make the things better than before, but they are natural and pure from heart,mind and soul. Its a pure form of expression of natural feeling which comes out as it connects with the situation or circumstances". Reason for writing up today is.. i felt something and experienced the same way and i am still in the same pain with popping up questions in my heart n mind again and again with a bonus "am i or was i right or wrong, or is it something completely wrong with me"..!! And most important something inspired me to write up..thanks to him....:).!!
Now i am smiling with this big question on my face and thinking because i have no answers to it:))) As i said some questions should be left unanswered forever :)) Its time to go to sleep and think about my dreams which are within my heart..mind and thoughts..and are close to me!! I wish when i wake up in the morning i feel much better than now, yes i am feeling good because i just finished talking to myself in forms of words. The best thing i love doing it is writing whatever my mind..heart... soul.. says irrespective of it that it makes sense or not or has an importance or not..!! It makes me feel close to myself.. writing up anything makes me feel connected to myself!!I don't know who reads my blogs or not but i wish the same peace for you..if you love someone or have any type of feeling express it..because i always do but most of the time ends up paying the price for it more than anything else in this world. :))
Peace Out-
    "S"

Prince Charming :)

What is it?? Is there anything wrong if every girl thinks about her charming prince....
Or is it just to be fantasized or imagined while reading a story book..n that's it..
She imagines..dreams about him a lot in fact  all the time but never express and shares with her closed ones...
It's not about prince coming on white horse with flowers....but its a about beautiful person who will love her and respect her more than she can ever imagine in life...As a human being she has the right to think..act and dream about the charming prince....
Indeed it a true and natural expectation with lots of emotions hidden within her.I used to think that finding the right person is all about having a certain list of qualities, but today i realize its all about reality with lots of love and hardships. Actually there is no check mark system, which will test the qualities of a man you are with stating how much prince charming he is. Lol! Sounds funny but practical :)
A lovely healthy relationship between two people itself proves that both of them are charming dream personalities for each other. Where they not only love each other more than anything else, but respect, trust, care, worries, understand and fight with each other. Every relationship might not be consisting of all the things i say or may be has more but at the end what is more important is they love!!! Every fight, issue, coziness, arguments makes them more closer if they understand the secret of all this!!And then its about being with a good person. A good person on his own, and a good person with you.Where the space between you feels uncomplicated and happy. And believe me for this girl, prince charming will be everything to whom she will give her heart and soul completely.He might not be so smart or a charming person for other but for her this means world..............!! It will about a person who will take care of her in every way he can do, will support her in the best way..will hug her talk to her when she is really low and will understand everything through her eyes....................... :)) <3
I still feel my this blog is somewhat incomplete, i am short of words to express what i am thinking...and feeling.. I wish every girl good luck for their charming prince because i have already got mine :)) Cheers!

God gifted..Blessed :)

Something inspired me to write up again...
Some memories encouraged me to speak up again...
Lost and found smiles added fuel to my writing spirit...
All i am doing is smiling and crying at the same time.... :)


I never thought my wonderful memories would hit me so deeply 
and make me realize what a special gift i have in form of "U".
All those wonderful chats, messages..phone calls.. random meetings after months..
and many more things will ever bring us together as "one for forever"


Today i laugh on all our stupid fights over mails..we had few years ago..
But at the same time i realize time flies away so fast...
And its seems like we are talking about just few days back...


But actually it has been more than 5 years, and those years were wonderful..
Every moment and step we shared together from being stranger to a friend..
from a friend to a very close friend and then just too close...had been awesome..
and now its just all in all "one pure love" with the grace of god...


Basking in the warmth of your smile..
and the music of your laugh...
I feel your tenderness and your oh so witty style...and your "Hae Owee"
To share your tender heart...the warmness of your smile..
the courage of your wisdom...For these I'd walk for miles...........


The sound of your voice is music to my ear
so soft, sweet and clear
the kiss from your lips words cannot explain..
It takes my worries and my pain...
The caress of your hand sends shiver down my spine
Everyday i thank God that you r mine...


The sight of your lovely face takes away all my fears...
You're the one I want to live through out the years..
for an eternity I want to spend in your arms
Everyday graced by your beauty and your charms...


Lot of storms came on our way towards our one common reason "being committed"..

but nothing stopped us from loving each other...rather every hurdle made us stronger than before..
Some thoughts,similar actions and reactions..permanent battles without winner
because the two people have the same destination "be together and love each other forever"


Miss you always..I ll still believe in this...that i am short of words to express all my feelings... :)

It's Just Another Day

For some it's just another day to live....something different is my headline because no matter how hard I try I keep getting the same thing and only the same...nothing different thought it hurts a lot but i wont let it out. I'm not gonna let myself be anything else but different. Today is just a day I sit and stare out the window int o the gloomy grey skies....No sun in sight just a cloudy rainy day. With thoughts all over my mind..heart and eyes filled with tears. Looking at the rainy dark night with a hope and saying to myself its just a another day hny.Everyday has its own meaning, some days are special and some are not. I believed earlier.. some days r special but now i say to myself again and again "its just another day" to console myself from the pain i get from everyday from those special days. I wonder why i keep talking to myself whole day all alone..fighting ..crying..smiling..thinking all alone within my heart. All in all its just another day and it shall pass soon and sun will be on my side, where i can look up at the sky and say "i ll be all right and its just another day S".. 

What is it??

What is it i keep on thinking every time every second of my life? and have no words to express it...
I feel as if i have gone mummm deep inside my heart...
Nothing makes me worry about anything now...
No actually i do but what is it....??
Is it about the love, relationship, friends ..or family or just about ME myself..I....??
No answer..every night pass away thinking about all the questions...
With a hope of new sunrise in my life...
Getting answers to all questions....
Everyday i wake up in the morning with a new hope...
That all will be fine and everything will work in favor of good....
Everyday i smile up to the sky and say i know i ll be alright...
It feels essence have just vanished from my life into the thin air....
At times i feel a life with no emotions..feelings..and just pissed off,...
And i say to my self take me away to a secret place..
to a better days...a better escape ..to a hiding place..
where no one can see me.....
I know i have got myself killed deep inside my heart..
I am not the one i use to be....
But its all ok, with me is it so???? I wonder.....
Everything seems so faded as if the colors aren't anymore..
To feel the colors of my life, i started painting..
tried to understand something, but at the end it felt great....
It feels good when u do something which use to be ur passion at time...
But at the end all i know is, i have lost something
which i dont know how to get that part of mine..
all i have now is silence in my heart..n my words n feelings...
just wish to someone to take me away to better days...
And i ll look up to sky and say i ll be alright.... :)

Miss you :(

Looking into your eyes,

I can see your every thought.

Telling me w

 beneath the skies,

there's no hiding behind your eyes.

They tell your ev

hat every pain has brought.

Letting me know your letting the pain go,

And letting our love really grow.

There's no crying

ery feeling,

They scream them loud and clear,

they tell me you love me,

and you'll always hold me near

:)

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